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Name: josh
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 10/2/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: i like to skate, play video games, work, hang out with my girlfriend i.e. watching t.v. or watch a movie in the theatre or if all else fails i like to just sit and eat supper with her and her good cooking :P
Expertise: ummm computers, punk rawk, and bass guitar :o
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  j1k1lla
MSN: nookie3k@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  jikilla@yahoo.com
Member Since:
10/6/2005
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| well lets see here yesterday went fine for a while me and bree talked
for a while just about stuff untill about 3 o clock then we got started
on a old subject that i've been over and dropped and....thought it was
resovled so it shouldn't have been brought back up...:( oh well so i
was pissed and we went to work early so that i wouldn't have to keep
thinkin about that then when we get to work we argue about another
subject.....wow....umm lets see we argue that i've been pissed off at
one of my friends cause he has been doing coke again and he said that
he had stopped and actually promised me that he stopped i mean he has a
kid and he did it with his kid in the house....and her arguement was
that i knew he did hard drugs cause he did shrooms so i should have
known and that i'm a hypocrit cause of that......well we talked and she
decided that she should stick by my side and then something happened
she said that we should probably break up cause we argue all the time
and too much :( then i kept talking with her cause well i love her and
i wanna make a family with her and be with her for as long as i can
make it happen. so we went to work and afterwards came home to get
ready to go to a party.
we went ot a party at 2k and ashley's house :D i <3 2k i can't stay
mad at him forever he's my krew any how i was havin fun at first drink
captain and coke....mostly captain though i <3 captain too...umm
lets see ppl taht were there....umm blake-haven't hung out with him for
like 2 months he's been my friend since kindergarten like a good good
friend its just hard for me to see him get lost in drugs. umm
david and jonobis were there too for a bit they are kick ass ppl love
to fuck around with them but they left cause david likes a chick in
mt.vernon. tony was there him and allison left together to get
something from tony's house(i think they left to fuck :x but don't tell
no one she has a boyfriend) and then gay bob was there he is cool i
haven't seem him or his boyfriend since like spring break but he didn't
have his boyfriend with him :( oh well still is cool to see gay
bob. ahh and last but not least there was and old friend from hs there
kelli who i don't really like to much for so many reasons but some time
through the night bree and ashley disapered looking for signs and i got
stuck alone with her in the living room :( so awkward i made her play
some x box with me cause kriss was puking and passing out. ummm
then thank god bree came back and said that she was going to go break
into some old school mansion. so i invited myself with her me and her
waited in the car for ashley cause she was drunk and kept forgetting
shit and kelli was outside so i kept blinding her with the
flashlight.....then bree says y don't you just stay with her and go be
with her since i'm flirting with her......god that sucked cause like i
try my hardest not to show jealousy when she is around her guy
friends....but then she does that... oh well i guess we just gotta stay
strong....i we had fun in the mansion with crazy lights comein out the
window and then shit moving around in the bushes.....actually it was
kinda scary too cause the house was shitty and kept feeling like it was
gonna fall apart and i had like 3/4's a fifth of captain in me :s ahh
then we went home after that and basically just went to sleep....no
lovin for josh just sleeppy sleepy
this mourning wasn't bad woke up to boo calling bree i dunno what
exactly they were talkin about but i have a friend that like boo and
wants to get to know her so i hope it was about that :P boo is a nice
girl she deserves someone that can make her happy. then i went to
aldi's had to dodge the landlord cuase umm...we odn't have rent and
wont' have rent till like the 14 :| eh then me and bree partially
get in an arguement about me flirting with girls? bah i keep telling
her that i don't flirt with anygirls and i really wasn't flirtying with
kelli she is just someone i know and she is kinda a friend i like to
fuck with ppl no matter who it is....but she just said that maybe its
just the alcohol that made her jealous....hopefully that truly how she
feels ok i think i wrote a big enough book :| i gottta work 12
hrs. today the only think that is good about today all in all is that
bree gets to cook for me :D that is great in more ways than most ppl
think possible....bree is such a good cook and its awesome that she
cooks for me makes me satisfied that she would do something like that
for me :D and i mean i tell her and tell her how good of a cook she is
but her ex didn't like her cooking i guess wich he was an asshole and i
would like to light his hood on fire :x but thats a whole other story :P
piece out for now
ji's pic of the day has to be a drunk one cause well last night was a drunk night  boo and robbie awe don't they just look so pretty :p
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| greetings humans
eh today me and bree are going to go look at furniture! yay i'm
actually really really happy about that cause we are also getting a new
apartment soon in the same complex though but still alot bigger than
this pos one :P also last night me and bree talked about alot of stuff
not argued but just talk like about some things that have troubled her
past and about our future too made me feel good too. i like to be able
to just sit around and to to bree before i go to bed makes me not as
depressed.
and the pic o the day!
this pic is of me and my beautiful daughter lucy ;P
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| yo!!!
whassupy ummm ya what do i post here...i dunno ahh i guess today
i'm doing good with my relationship i kinda had a little dispute in the
mourning but it was nothing big just me being dumb and jealous....then
i spent time at timmy's house doing laundry that took for EVER! umm
lets see i'm not very hungry all day today and last night cause
i'm kinda depressed just a little worried that i'm messing up my
relationship somehow :( i dunno i'm happier than i've ever been in life
right now and its cause of my great girl friend i think that makes me
worry so much that it might end :(.....sigh it'll pass cause we love
each other and we will work through every thing we possibly can.
ji's pic o the day http://webpages.charter.net/crane1/pics/drunken.JPG
^^^ that pic is me kinda drunk and my girlfriend bree "drunk as a skunk"
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